Thursday, January 12, 2012

What is Love?

"What is Love?" A question that to me, is an answer within yourself. I feel as if to each person, love is different. I'll be honest, at 18 years old, I didn't believe in love. Actually, I didn't really believe in anything. I had given up. I met my boyfriend in May of 2011, and I didn't expect to fall in love. I didn't know what love was, and I guess to many adults these days, none of us "kids" know what love is. However, I now know how love feels. It ma y not feel the same to you, or anyone else, but it's my feeling. To me, love isn't about sex. It isn't about how much diamonds, jewelry, or flowers they bought me. It's about feeling. It's the way you feel when your with that special person. The way you never want to leave their presence, how you'd do anything and everything to help them. Love is getting the butterflies from the simplest touches, the smallest hugs, the sweet kisses. Love is caring. It is an amazing emotion to experience.Yet, love is a hard emotion to handle. Many people unfortunately experience love's bittersweet goodbyes. The ending of something that you had thought would last forever. Love isn't always being able to hold on, it's also knowing when you should let go. I think that love is something everyone feels. You can love each person in your life a different way. So in the end, I think the answer to the overused question "What is Love?" can only be found within yourself.

Top Things that Annoy Me


  1. Incorrect grammar. Seriously, if you try to talk to me like this: "y0 wats g00d how u ben"  I will delete you from my life, my phone, my Facebook, from everything. GET AN EDUCATION.
  2. GIRLS, it's not "sexy" to show every part of your damn body on Facebook. Just because you have tits, or an is, or even a flat stomach, doesn't mean the world needs to see it. SAVE IT FOR THE BED.
  3. Girls who don't know their boundaries. If someone has a boyfriend, stay the fuck away from them. Is it that hard?
  4. Guys, half of you are all guilty of this, don't sit there and check out another girl when you're with a girl. HELLOOOO, yes, that's going to piss us off.
  5. Don't act tough over a computer and then hide when you get confronted. Man the fuck up.
  6. Don't be the "other woman" like seriously, where is the joy in being the slut that a guy cheats on his girlfriend with? He doesn't love you, he loves the sex.
  7. I hate when girls are called sluts because they sent a naked picture to a guy, especially if it's there boyfriend. Last time I checked, you're a slut for having sex, not sexting.
  8. Don't text me with the letter "K." I will never speak to you again, or ever answer you.
  9. Why do people have to be so obnoxious? We don't need to hear "OH MY GOD" just because you broke a damn nail or found something out that excites you.
  10. Don't stick your boobs out. You're flat chested for a reason. When they take your bra off, they'll all notice sweetheart.
  11. Don't be fake. Like seriously, if you hate someone, hate them correctly. TO THEIR DAMN FACE
  12. And lastly, Don't cheat on your significant other. They love you, they care about you. If you truly are a good person, just end the relationship the right way. Karma is a bitch and it will bite you in the ass one day.

From the Beginning

I'll start off with an introduction of myself. A little background story of what it's been like before I hit middle school and high school. I was the top in my class throughout all of Elementary school. Going to school was something that I had looked forward to every day. I hated to miss a day of school, even if I was sick. I always came up with a reason to go to school. I had many friends, everyone knew who I was. I loved to be the center of attention, and I was obsessed with playing soccer, and becoming like Mia Hamm. I cared about my life, I cared about my family, but most importantly I cared about myself. Never did I ever think that all of that would change. Unfortunately, I was sadly mistaken.